Elizabeth 15, happy(: Alright , so thiss just has to come out now , people are soo fucking stupid now adays .
So I was watching this youtube video about these 3 women who absolutly hate gays .
Well, if your so loving a religious why the fuck are you sitting there judging them and the way theyy live their life? DID YOU KNOW, judging is a sin ? Cause your sittin there talking about theyre gonna go to hell and “fag enablers” are gonna go to hell too. WHO THE FUUCK ARE YOUU !? Myy bad I didnt know you were God all of a sudden.
And then the other this is, I have absolutly noothing against gay people. But I really hate how theyre gay, and if you believe in God, he says that a man and a women belong together. Sooo tell me now how are you gonna believe in something that your totally not? I dont believe in God at all. And I honestly dont care if you do or not. Like who am I to say thats dumb ? If thats what you like then soo be it . Just dont sit there and call me stupid and say thats dumb and what not. Sorry I dont believe in something that cant be proven ? Prove it to me and ill 100% believe and have faith in him and what not. But anyways, that really bothers me about how gays have faith in God but , theyre going to hell according to his book ? I really hate how people believe in God just because everybody else does too. No. You dont have to be like that. Be yourself. I used to be scared of what people said , and actually my best friend is really religious , but were still friends when she found out. Because that honestly doesnt matter to either of us . Yeah, you get into heated disscussions with people about it. But life goes on. I think , that if God is real and everything wouldnt he make them so that they believed in him? Because doesnt he have the power to do that? And also , why is the world such a bad place? And why does he make people that hate his own creations. Theres just so many questions I wish if he was real hed answer. I honestly do hope theyre is a heaven and a god . Just because im afraid of death. And, Id like to go to heaven. But at the same time its just so hard to believe in. Idk , im so confused . I miss being little and not even carring about this kinda stuff . When it didnt even matter. Gosh :/ Well , biology homework here I come !
Ugh , so , today my dad wanted to go riding on the four wheeler . And we almost got in trouble cause the cop was talking to us -_-
So THEN , I get homee and my step dad was all pissed off cause I woke up the WHOLE DAMN HOUSE , of 2 . Jesus , lordd , baby !
Calmmm the fuckk down hunn .
And now I say hun cause this guy I talk to says itt . Awesome .
And I get so mad over little things .
He called me on skype like half an hour agoo , and then he gott up to talk to his dad and I got up to talk to my moom , and then I got back and he had hung upp and said hes going to watch a movie with his dad . Whichh is finee with me I understand , but now hes on facebook , whenn his computer is in his room . Thats cool . Fucker .
I think its funny when people are like “I cant tell you because trust is an issue”
Pleaseee hunn , you aint nobody importantt and trust me im deffinantly not wastin my damn breath on youu . I was just tryin to be nicee and ask you what was wrongg .
Up till midnight doing a writting exam ? Yuuppp . -_-
because i want to look cute with a belly ring.
because i want to look good in that little black dress.
because i want a cute butt.
because i want to sit down and have my stomach still be flat.
because i don’t want to have a muffin top.
because i want to be a successful before and after picture.
because i want someone to think i’m pretty.
because i want to have confidence.
I like him soooooo muchhh.
I cant get him off my mind .
I dontt know what to do . .
Im not ssure if im making the right choice on , tryying to get closer with himm .
Alll I wanna do is be nexxt to him , I hate seeing other girls all over him .
Ugh , for oncee cant a relationship just be easy for me ? He asked me out and I said no . And now that I like him , hes the one kinda turning mee down. He says hes “feelin me” But hes not telling this other girl that he doesnt like her and she needs to stop hanging all over himm . Like wtff . He says he thinks girls should be treated like princesses . Pleasee ,. your not being honestt at all . And im tired of it . Idk if your thinkin your the onllyy guy trying to get with me cause your deffff . nott . On the inside im crying but the outside im smilin <3
Well, except for the cute part.
I’m not cute.
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(Source: bloomingflower, via indiaoshanice)
always love this.
Alright, so imm camping. And no - not the tent by the lake shizz. In a camper , with heat toilet shower ovens beds tvs. All thatt good stuff. And I knoow everyone always say its nott real camping. Well WTFFF do you want me to call it. IMM not the damn one who named it. And I did my share of real camping. With the fuckin girll scouts. Fuckkkk that shit. So anyways , there’s a pavillionn in the campground and there’s a haunted house. Last year it was the shitttt. And I was with these 2 hot teenagers in our group and it was fuckin awesome. Buuut we were supposed to go and everything and that what I’ve been waiting for all weekend ! So we go up there laateee and the line reallyy wasn’t that long but the adults of couurse wanted to come back and wait 20 minutes. Well its been like 40 and we fiiiinnnaallyy go back , SHITS OVERR. Nobody was there. Well, I have noobody on this camping trip close to my age so its not like I can just walk around and talk to the guys. Cause myy ass sure aint goin alone. So we go back to our campsite andd now I’m laying in bedd because its cold as shit outside. Camping trip this year was a fail -_- I’m upset. I do nott want it to be sunday and go to school monday. I wanna stay with the hot white guys everywhere
So me and my family are on our way to the campground in the car , and me and my step dad who’s driving , are playing around and he smacked me on the forehead with his knuckle and I accidentally smacked him hard , in his eye. Andd he fliped a shit and said I’m lucky he’s driving or else he would’ve knocked my fucking teeth out. And I’m a fucking idiot. And I yelled and said it was an accident and he hit me hard too. I don’t think he knows that I could care less what he fucking says. Call me an idiot. As long as I have my phone I don’t give a shitt what you say or do to me. And I swear to god if you ever punch my teeth out its gonna be the biggest story the next day. Your my STEP dad. Don’t ever for one second think your my dad. You fucking piss me off beyond belief. And I’m stuck in a camper with you untill sunday. Pray for me.







